Give up Up? why Why?

Well , i I've already said here that  i I would like to learn German. There are a lot of reasons because why i I would like to speak this language like a fluent with fluency. and the other One reason is that, where i I live, there are much many people who speak or say some words in german German. it's It is normal to say where i live " hallo '' instead of to say saying '' Olá '', . but However, when i I took my first class, i I was scared afraid by myself with by big words like " entschuldigung " . and Also, i I discovered (found) that there are 3 genders . So, For those reasons, i I gave up.  So, and i now i I will keep continue studing studying English and French like ever  as always.