stay with families When I was alone and worked in another city, i felt very lonely. After working back to rent house, i did nothing but kept with internet things. My heart is very weak and small. As I could not stand up with such life there, I went back to home. I have had no job for one month. Every day seems to be very blank. I have stayed with my parents for nearly one month. Though I want to make sure that what I can do for my career, I still haven't thought of any ideas. Maybe I am not patient enough. Whatever I did with my job before, I would feel tiresome with it after a long time. Or I think it is useless for the development of my future career. This youth seems no hope. My heart is hopelessly apathetic. I should not keep these pathetic feelings. It is better to encourage myself to do anything I want. Currrently, I hope to find a job in my countryside. Maybe the salary is very low. But I don't need to pay for rent. If I can, I can save more money. I really would like to visit the world as long as I have enough money. My parents are too kind. I am 25. It is really a shame to live with parents without job. The kinder they treat me, the more ashamed I feel. What a shame!