tough time

At the beginning of 2013, I lost both a good job opportunity and all chances for love. It was a difficult time to conquer bear.
A good chance of changing a steady job has flashed away - that made me depressed to start with, but then sSeveral friends of mine who had asked ask me to be their girl friend left me when heard about the bad news. I never realized that love is so weak that people only care only about your job and not about you, the person.
I have to move on and continue my current job although I wanna want to leave this place. I faced a problem of finding a new job while although i didnt have so much chance even to attend get an interview.
Waiting is suffering. Bad dreams comes every night. Tears comes easily to my eyes now. My Future is seems far away.

真可惜！ 耐性耐性。  老鬼

tough time

At the beginning of 2013, I lost a good job opportunity and love. It was a difficult time to conquer.
A good chance of changing a steady job has flashed away that made me depressed. Several friends of mine who ask me to be their girl friend left me when heard about the bad news. I never realized that love is so weak that people only care about your job not you,the person. (Guys here just wanna marry a girl who has stable jobs, say school teacher, public servant)
I have to move on and continue my current job although I wanna leave this place. I faced a problem of finding a new job while i didnt have so much chance even to attend an interview.
Waiting is suffering. Bad dream comes every night. Tears comes easily to my eyes now. Future is far away.