My Internship

As an intern in the psychiatry department, everyday for me is full of excitement, and warmth, as well as sadness, challenge and risk. In the This morning, a new patient was sent by ambulance. He was totally out of control. Going mad, he tried to attack the doctors and nurses. With eight people, this guy could be retained restrained finally. People seem to like resorting releasing their tightly-held emotions which cannot be released to through abnormal behaviors. That confuses me sometimes. What Iif nobody can understand me, . Will would I be out of my mind?

tightly held OR bound OR similar.

But some questions, Abby: do people like releasing their emotions like this?  Or is this the only way they can release their emotions?  And I don't understand your last two sentences [I know what they mean but I don;t know what you are trying to express].  Do you mean that if no one can understand you then you would perhaps behave like this man?

but this is very sophisticated english...

My Internship

As an intern in the psychiatry department, everyday for me is full of excitement, warmth, as well as sadness, challenges and risk. In the morning, a new patient was sent by ambulance. He was totally out of control. Going mad, he tried to attack the doctors and nurses. With eight people, this guy could be restrained finally. People seem to like resorting their emotions which cannot be released to abnormal behaviors. That confuses me sometimes. What If nobody can understand me. Will I be out of my mind?