Hoon's notebook entry: Aug 30, 2010 my daugther's faverite song.. Being manly - fly to the sky 이렇게도 약해 빠진 나라는 걸 i didn't know I was so week like this 내가 이렇게나 겁이 많은 사람인 걸 I didn't know I was a such coward.. 여태 몰랐어. 모르고 난 살았어 니가 날 떠나기 전에 Not until you left me, I found out who i were and have lived like this , * 매일 너를 사랑하는데 그리워하는데 I love and miss you everyday, 가슴을 막아도 쉴 새 없이 눈물이 흘러 i try my heart not to cry, but it keep running down constantly 태어나 처음 남자답지 못하게 * I did so not like a guy for the first time in my life, 얼음처럼 차가워질 심장인데 it's the heart to be cold like an ice 결국 이별 앞에 하찮아질 사랑인데 it just the love to be worthless in front of depart 왜 날 원했니 내안에 왜 살았니 헤아려 볼수록 미워. why do you wanted me, why do you lived in my heart, as much as i figure the reason, i hate you more. * 매일 너를 사랑하는데 그리워하는데 가슴을 막아도 I love and miss you everyday, although I tried to stop crying in my heart 쉴 새 없이 눈물이 흘러 태어나 처음 남자답지 못하게 * tears keep running down not like a guy for the first time in my life, 못 잊어 내가 날 잊어도 I can't forget you evenif you do 나보다 더 소중한 오직 너일 테니까 because you are the only precious one more than than my self 널 원하고 널 사랑하고 널 기다리다가 내 삶이 멈춰도 even if my life is over, wanting you, loving you and waiting you, 후횐 없어 살아있는 한 괜찮아 니 남자로 살다가니까 there is no regret, it's ok as long as i live, because i'm living as a guy