The moment

I have took a lot of pictures since the first film camera went to our family which is an old Ricoh foolish camera at my 9years age.Many good moments we spent together which recorded them and stop the time on the pictures.Happy minutes we were together,day after day,year after year,my mother often smiles to them while viewing.I have not opened them for a long long time.I feel too tired to memory that the adults' life is not going very well,for that I don't want to see the careless past which is sharply compared with now I live in.Maybe I am as old as my gradmother while only memories leave to me.However,film's times has gone,it is lack of real feeling and touching for a paper of photo in this digital times.I will be remember a shy girl with unhappy face in the front of camera,because it was real me,no acting no pretending no matter where I am.

I have taken a lot of pictures since the first film went into our family camera which is a funny old Ricoh camera we got when I was nine years old. Many good moments were recorded as time was stopped on the pictures. Day after day and year after year many special moments were captured and my mother often smiles when she views them. It’s been a very long time since I’ve viewed them. I feel too tired to be reminded of the careless past which is a stark contrast to my adult life which is not going so well. Perhaps when I reach my grandmother’s age and I lose my memory ??? The age of a real photo that you can touch and feel has gone and has now been replaced by the digital era. I will be remembered by the old photo’s as a shy girl with an unhappy face in front of the camera because it was the real me, no acting or pretending, no matter where I was.

Great work Hana, I am not sure if I have captured what you are writing exactly but hopefully it will give you some ideas. :-)