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recently ,im really unluck ,actully,althoug im a Chinese teacher , my major is international trade ,i wanna find a job about my major .through the internetwork i finda job ,and get a job offre .yesterday ,im went job ,then i find the campany is nothing but a cheat .im really sad,i thingk im a fool .so stupid. is about my job .
i was employed a forien teacher from Pakistan,i think he is a very nice man ,reaspandable ,panctien,harldly .
long time no speak english ,i feel i foget everthing and i think grammar is very boring .im just can reading ,listen,and a littel wrriting ,but i cant speak cause my suck grammar.

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Recently, I've been really unlucky. Although, I'm a Chinese teacher, my major is in international trade. I want to find a job dealing with my major. Through the internet I found a job and I got a job offer. Yesterday, I went there and I found out the company is nothing but a cheat. I'm really sad; I think I'm a fool. I'm so stupid. This is about my job. I was employed to a foreign teacher from Pakistan. I think he is a very nice man, respectable, and patient, hardly. (I'm not entirely sure if this is what you mean.) I haven't spoken English in a long time. I feel that I've forgotten everything and I think my grammar is boring. I can read, listen, and write a little, but I can't speak because my grammar sucks.

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