How stupid I am!

I am in a bad mood these days, just because of something unpredictable that happens and interrupts my life. Frankly, I am the kind of girl hiding  that hides everything in my heart. In other words, some guys can not catch my mind understand me, not, even though my families. family. At Sometimes, I would ask myself, am I living in the most comfortable an enjoyable life？ Maybe the answer is no, honestly, the one I really want to talk to has passed away  and I find no one fittable suitable to  share my thoughts with speak out my mind.  Anytime Eveytime when I feel sad or feel like crying, I would look at the sky, which can to prevent my tears. going out. Haha , how stupid I am!