Living in a New World

Thinking about the past is something that noone can forget. Noone can help themselves of reminiscing how bad their memories were or how wounded they were at that time. But, as time goes, we adjust, learn and rise up from our mistakes.

Little did I know that I was to enter such a challenging battlefield. I wasn't aware how bloody it is. I didn't expected that such things would occur and catch me off guard. I never expected that I'd be the hero of my own story and search for a heroine to complete it.

I pushed myself to remain standing. It was like a 'survival of the fittest'. I never thought that behind me was a very smart girl, the heroine of my story, who answers all my questions; thus, not getting angry everytime I joke her about silly things. She's not that beautiful; but, everytime I'm with her, everytime I ask her, I feel a sense of relief. She's very different compared to other women in the battlefield. She's authentic, a woman of essence and a good friend, shall I say.

But, time passes hastily, and I didn't know that we were about to take different roads. Still, she is what she is. She was my whole world back then. She was my everything.

Hence, I realized, this is a way of living in a new world. There are no perfect stories. When you think that you've almost gotten what you're searching for, the moment you say "Eureka!" you'll just wake up from the reality, that time flies and turns its back to you. You'll realize that you forgot something. And that's the word that will tell her how big her part in your life is and how she has changed your life from junk to something worth living.

Truly, living in a new world has a lot of change. You've gotta face the fiercest surges in your existence. You have to stand up.

everyone can't forget - noone can forget

everyone can't help themselves - noone can help themselves

such a very challenging battlefield - such a challenging battlefield

such things will occur - such things would occur

catch me empty-handed - catch me off guard (I think you mean to be unprepared)

I'll be a hero my own story - I'd be the hero of my own story

It was like a "survival of the fittest."- It was like a 'survival of the fittest'. (Speech marks go around speech or something that is written down (for example, on a signpost). In cases like this you just use inverted commas / apostrophes, and they go before the full stop / period.

behind me is a very smart girl - behind me was a very small girl

all my question - all my questions

non-sense things - silly things

we're about to take different roads - we were about to take different roads

she's what she is - she is what she is

She's my whole world back then - She was my whole world back then

She's my everything - She was my everything

this is a kind of living - this is a way of living

There's no perfect story - There are no perfect stories

what you're searching - what you're searching for

you say Eureka!", you'll - you say "Eureka!" you'll (punctuation marks do not go after speech marks)

how big is her part in your life - how big her part in your life is OR how big her part is in your life

changed your life. From junk to something worth-living. - changed your life from junk to something worth living.

new world is a lot of change - new world has a lot of change

Most of your mistakes are in tenses.  You use present tense where you should be using past tense.