Stupid Thinking

Friends are the most significant important thing for me. As a student, I have many friends that always make my life full of joy and happiness. I appreciate them a lot. I never hate them, never feel that they are a burden for me.

But it is different with one of my friends. He is a good boy. He is always texting me and asking me to study as he said he wants me to success succede in my life. I love him as a friend. I am close with to him although we rarely talk to each other in class. After5 months I know him I had known him for five months, I felt something. I hate him. I don’t know why this thing happened to me. But I can’t stand to see his face even for a second. I keep praying that one day I can accept all his weakness and start to love and appreciate him as my bestfriend but I can’t. I felt happy when he texted me. I will keep smiling with at his words. He is a humorous person. He always teases me when he is texting me. I felt happy to have a friend like him. Then, after we finished texting each other, suddenly I felt annoyinged with him. I really don’t get the idea why I feel this stupid thing. The truth that I know, I am was happy when texting with him and I hated him when we finished texting each other.