my own when i get my pen , so many things come up to mind , it is so hard to start to tidy it up because of the complex relationship between them i often decided my own decisions , No matter what other people say . i do what i want to do , i say what i love to say . Maybe you would say i was too stubborn to listen and care about other people's feelings , you are total wrong.i would speak some thing to someone face to face rather than whisper behind them . i would rather swallow the bitter silently than spread them to bother my friends even i knew that would be such a big challenge that i couldn't burden it by my alone , i summoned up courage to do that when i thought it would bring my friends smiles . For this , i never regret .