I am sad

To be honest, I always think ing I own a lot to my best friends. However, after my surgery I thought I was wrong.

That was a little small surgery, but I was really worried before that. The doctor said it was serious than I thought. When I go in to the hospital the doctor arrange the operation as soon as possible. My family and I really freaked out. But, thank s God it went better than we thought. The operation was very smooth. During my residence in living the hospital, I really missed my best friends. I waited and waited but nothing new happened. They were very busy with playing games, watching dramas, child accompany. child.

I am confused, are they my best friends? Do we hangout together just for fun? When somebody need help will they will just go (disappear) ne ?????

I am really sad.

Actually, I understand you very well... And let me tell you something...

The only and true BEST FRIENDS are your parents ONLY (and they are like angels given by God so that they always take care about us and be with us etc)

About best friends... I need to tell you something...

When I was in elementary school... I had two best friends, at least I considered them like that.... and just when I finished the elementary school and I found a boyfriend, I figured out they wanted just to separate me from him.... But I was clever enough and they did not do it. I forgot them this...but with the time.... I saw how envious they are and that's why with one of them (Miroslav) I am just on the distance...I have him on facebook but we never speak... With Milica is different...she insulted me and another girl Natasa (who also went to the elementary school like me and she was 100000% innocent and nice but shy girl) and that is why I blocked her everywhere. With the guy I mentioned before we broke up because of other reasons but we became like brother and sister... so we got on so good so I am now like his sister he has always wanted to have but he could not because of other sad story.

Now, secondary school... I thought I had a best friend, but she only wanted to mess up with me and to do so many bad things...so I had to block her. And of course, all of this I found out late.

At the university... I thought I had a best friend Gordana because it looked like she was helping me (because I was sad because of my bad story with one of my ex) but then I figured out it was wrong... I noticed when I saw her kissing my boyfriend at that time and she was sitting on his laps. I will never forget it... Plus, that boyfriend entered to my fb and insulted my family.... From that moment I give my password to NOBODY any more.

On the other hand...there were Bojana and Milenko (the only true friends) from university that I had.... Bojana would always wipe my tears and she has never sad no whenever I would need her. I also remember I asked Milenko even about money (about ten E). I can not remember why did I need it, but then I spent this money for what I needed and the next day I gave him money back (because I could not think about that debt I had and he is really an amazing guy).

What I am trying to say, yes...it is very sad when you lose a friend...but consider it like...making a space in your heart for somebody who really deserves it.

I hope you feel better now.

I am sad

To be honest, I always thinking thought I own had a lot of best good friends. But after my surgery I thought I was wrong.

That was a little It wasn't major surgery but I was really worried before that. The doctor said it was more serious than I thought. When I go went in to into the hospital the doctor arranged the operation as soon as possible. My family and I really freaked out. But thanks to God it was/went better than we thought. The Operation was went very smoothly. During living my stay the in hospital I really missed my best friends. I waited and waited but nothing there was no news. They are very busy with playing games, watching dramas, accompany spending time with / looking after child their children.

I am confused, are they my best friends? Do We hangout together just for fun? When somebody needs help they will they just gone go away?????

I am really sad.