Growing of people around I promised myself to write at leas onct a week, but I failed. I always think "Ok, today is time", but there so many things to do. But I've found time finally, so I'm writing. I had a lot of ideas, what I want to tell, but now I don't want. So it a small note about nothing, I think. Tomorrow I go to my hometown, because my school's friend are goint to get married. It's so strange, I remember us laughing at silly things and argueing about homework. So suddenly people around me became... adult. I feel like I am stuck in childhood or maybe adolescence. I feel comfortable in that, but it's scary how fast people around me change. Some times later they will have babies, but I think I will still where I am now. Maybe (I hope very much) I will have a good job, and some of my cherished dreams will become true, but I think some "adult's" things won't available to me. I don't know it's bad or good, but feeling of this gap between other people and me scares me. But I still have friends like me and that comforts me a little bit :D