Procrastinating: a big talent I wanted to write this post at 2 o'clock today and now it's half past four, just to be clear how much I can be a procrastinator (and just to make things worse I spent this afternoon doing nothing but laying on the bed and trying to find something interesting on internet to watch at, postponing what I really wanted to do: write something here. Crazy, I know). I wasn't in this way when I was a teenager. I did my homework on time, I studied on time (and then I just needed 6 years for taking my degree beyond the usual five Italian years, but that's another story). Anyway, procrastinating is one of my talent now and, of course, I am not proud of that. I know being a procrastinator could be interpreted in a positive way, which is "I think I can do this at the last moment", but sometimes I feel like my ex boyfriend who kept cheating on me and then said "It will never happen again" and he was already texting another girl (I procrastinated to break up with him and he procrastinated to change meantime we were together). Why have I been a procrastinator? Because when you grow up, you have to make a lot of decisions, but you are so scared of everything so you decide not to make any decisions and procrastinate everything and spend, like me today, your day laying on the bed thinking about it will never happen again or "yes, I don't like my internship, I will find a new one" and they you don't do it. What have I been doing in the last (almost) 28 years old? When you are young, everything is so easy. When you grow up, everything is a disaster. I spent my last week at work being bored with everything, I was so bored that I wanted to leave the workplace after one hour since I was there. But If I think what I can do with my life, I don't have any answer. I don't know what I am good at, I don't know which is my way and I am not sure about anything. Am I the only person in this situation? I have this feeling for the last months, but I still don't try to find seriously a new job, because I don't want to fail again, because I don't know where I can find something interesting, because all I want to to do is just write about something and making people laugh. So, which is the bad consequence of being a procrastinator? You are wrapped up in your fears: you want to move, you want to make a decision, but you are afraid, so you procrastinate your decision today and tomorrow supposing that someone is coming to save you and tell you "it will be fine don't worry".No. It's just up to you.