My Weekend Day It's a long day for me. this morning , I check my boyfriend's phone while he's on the toilet , and I didn't mean to , but I found he is flirting with another boy. it's really pissed me off , cause we're dating within 2 weeks, and now he's already mess around with someone else. and I also feel sad , and heart broken. Maybe he didn't love me that much as I loved him. maybe I shouldn't start this relationship at the beginning. since I know his will go to college in another city in two months. and long distance relationships never last . but I thought at least we can be happy in these two months. but I am wrong , I should realized it earlier from the fact we didn't have too much communications. It is no wonder that , he is too young , and we're at different stages of life , My worries are my job and my mortgage , and money. and he seems don't have annoyance at all. I envy him, I used to be as carefree as he was. but people always have to grow up and take responsible. I read a sentence before , "Loneliness is human destiny" . It really hits me. and I do ask my self what do I want in this relationship , what do I like about him？ or maybe I just too longly to find someone to accompany me. I don't know. Maybe it was a mistake to start this relationship. I think I must talk with him when he comes to see me next time. and tomorrow is the first day I join the project ，I'm a little nervous, I'm worried about my English . The leader can only speak English. it's my first time to join a team that have to communicate in English only. But I have confidence to make it。 good luck to me ，life is hard but I will try to live happily.