My tutor said I should write diaries every day but the fact is I'm too lazy to write. I don't think my grammar has a big problem but when I speak in English, mistakes come unconsciously, which really disappoints me. Today I watched a lot of YouTube clips about Chinese foods which actually I haven't tried. They are very strong flavored but I prefer lightly flavored cuisine. I only corrected a couple of minor errors. Have you thought about keeping an oral diary,. One that you record on your phone every day. It would be good speaking practice for you.

Don't be disappointed, just talk on English as much as you can, and through time, there won't be as many mistakes as there are today.