Learning English gave me a lot of happiness. I agree with you absolutely, I had the same situation which you live now and in this situation, I was so disappointed about my life and all the stuff that happen to me. fortunately I reached to this point when I realize I should to get new change in my personality and this change was learning English that's one of the best things that happen in my life now and I love it so much, I woke up every morning very excited and I have all this motivation in my soul. don't worry I think most of the jobs when you working daily and without get rest, you lose these beautiful touches which was began. It is better getting a time of rest maybe go on vacation. I think your profession is very extraordinary, I wish you happiness that increases motivation and give you more inspired in your life. ________________________________________________________________ This was a comment I left at some friends in a techie She was told thar she is a lawyer but she became bored and decided to learn the language that made her happier.