Another Entry I became really strong the last past years. I had to think and meditate in this world, in my life and my studies. I have no friends, I'm just in couple with a doctor too. I always think about how to love him, appreciate him. My story with him is reaaaaally crazy lol. I thank God for that. I pray that we continue together like he says. I say to any young girl, I was a very shy person, always afraid, however I tell every shy person to be strong. He says to me "if you don't fight for the things you want in this life, than don't cry for losing them" because of this phrase I'm in couple now. I took him off my list friends in Internet about 10 times, but I always get back. I don't know why. Because of work and studies we didn't get engaged, but I hope it happens soon. This life has soo many horizons, if you want something so hard, make your own way. Listen to you heart, it will definitely guide you.