August 19th

Since I came back to Japan, I've been so busy. One of my most grateful moments and my saddest moment came at the same time, so I guess that I still do not (don't) understand what is (what's) happening to me. The grateful moment was having a second nephew. Yes I already have my first nephew who is two and half years old. He is a really energetic and active kid, so I sometimes getting too tired to chase him because he runs very fast. Otherwise, my second nephew is seems like a shy boy. I mean that he is really quit, he is usually sleeping, so I think my sister can relax when taking care of him unlike when she had to take care of my first nephew. However, the saddest moment was that when I arrived in Japan, I heard my lovely dog has an kind of illness and that becomes more serious day by day. I was so anxious to see my dog and I really hoped he would getting better because I was finally here, close to him. But, unfortunately he passed away. We went to a dog clinic specialist again and again, but his body had a problem when he stayed was at the clinic. It was sudden his doctor the vet said. Now I still have to take care of and play with my nephews and take care of my sister and mother, so I've been having very busy days (spending days busily) but I'm sure that whenever I feel relaxed and am without any house work, I will always remember my dog because he was not just my pet, he was my best friend, father, brother, knight, prince, teacher, doctor, and counselor. During Every various moment (we spent together), he was be with me to share the feeling. So now I am sometimes really lonely but I believe that he was literally a kind and loyal dog, so I guess he will be with me now and forever to even though I can't see him. Love you Rasshy.

I'm sorry tto hear about your dear Rasshy.

stayed sounds like a habitual action - so he had a problem every time he stayed not jut once

to take care of = to care for e.g. to take care of my nephew e.g to care for my nephew