Can May I ask?

This essay was written when I was a seniour high school student. I had found my essay it in my folder recently. I couldn't read... But still, it was what I wrote that. I can understand what she would like to say and yet I am affraid. I think my English is improving now... But is it true ture? 

I am Matsumoto. I had graduated from schools. and no longer a I’m not student. However, But, I have been studying English now. I wanted to go to the US Anglo-Continental.

First of all, I’m in the healthcare staff. My work is helpingful those with Alzheimer’s disease. I have relation relate to their life everyday. I met can make a meeting many different kinds of people in my work characters. I could feel their background where they come from; what are in their hearts and in the hearts of their family’s hearts. I understood what they all are going through. is sociality [I'm guessing. I don't understand what you mean by this word]. In addition to their characters, and still more, characters No matter how varied I had met, I am sure that there are still more in the world. Where have we been to grow? When we are growing up, we sooner or later be transformed into someone else. We are growing up to be someone. The world is full of us whom we are different as children. Again I'm guessing. characters. I don’t know anyplace are where now should keep a going up. I don't understand, so cannot correct.  If you write in Japanese, maybe I can ask my Japanese friend... I have am interested in the environmental. I want to talk to many people. I want to meet experience the many colors shades of life. I want to see many different views. I want to understand theirs. If I had went to Bournemouth, I would make have many foreign/overseas friends foreigner people. These are an my incentives why, grow as to be humane, learn as care staff, that to be me and to care for others.

SecondThen , I had not been studying was not diligent when I am was in junior highschool. As a result, I don’t have the Standard my English is very poor. I will be able to English very well have to study harder now. Even so, I’m not sure about my level the English. If I had went to oversea, perhaps it would be differentI will get a sure about the English.
I want to talk many people. I want to get a sure my English. I will have got a feel of international.
Thanks