kafka in my heart To be frank, I can’t understand the deep meaning of the metamorphosis when I first read it. The metamorphosis just is like a absurd story. But after it again and again, I feel the story is like a mirthless as well as lasting song that is from Kafka’s heart. Gregor Samsa, a common person, has legendary experience. One day when he woke up from bad dream and realized he became a cockroach. But this is only the beginning of bad things. Gradually, his family kept apart from him and hated him. Eventually, he chose to die instead of living, to relieve his family. For his family, I feel fairly angry. Why only Gregor in the whole family need to make money? While the other numbers can rest. This was a reason that directly gives rise to heavy pressure and hopeless I his life. Because his family treated him that was like treating a tool which can make money. Beyond that when Gregor became a cockroach, his family was not only never to comfort him but also want to get rid of him. Where is true love between child and parents!! For Gregor, I feel him sympathetic and respectful. Even though his family treats him very bad, he still love everybody. For instance he was afraid that his mother worried about him. He followed the voice to his sister’s room when she played violin. Especially he chose to die, to relieve his family. I have to say that he has broad mind. Obviously, Gregor’s experience reflexed Kafka’s life. Kafka believes he was encumbrance for his family, so he wrote the article. I can experience the same feeling sometimes. Because when I decided to go to university in Canada, I always feel that will bring heavy pressure to my family. Even if I think Gregor has broad mind, we need to be stronger. When face to the difficulties, we should smile. Smile will drive away the clouds of gloom and coax the sun again. From my perspective, I can reduce my family’s pressure, though applying part-time jobs. Thus, if I was bron in early 20 century，I hope I could have helped a cocaroach whose name is Gregor.