how to survive after breaking up It was the worst day in my life until now. I just broke up with my boyfriend. Let me write all my thoughts at the moment. Even though we two regret a lot about our relationship, he doesn't love me any more, only cares me as if he was my brother and it seems very difficult to make it up again. We both haven't had such a serious relationship before and used to love each other so much, spent a lot of time together, talked about anything anytime. Something went wrong. I should have put more efforts on my diet, study and kept him interested in me. This might be one of the reasons that we didn't have the same nationality. There are many years to complete our study and we were not sure that when we can stay at a certain place together. He strongly rejected to have a long-distance relationship. just so sad. I still love him and feel I'm wasted, lost. I do wonder if I could someone better than him and could love someone again. It's so harsh for me that he is already positive to find another and doesn't stick to me anymore. Does anyone have an experience that you totally broken your heart once but found another love and still stay happy? I even think of death. Life is hard. I have an important job interview in a week. There is actually no time to be disappointed. I hope I can do well and get a job, otherwise life is toooo hard...