After heart break

After I broke up with my boyfriend, I had a hard time to get out of that emotion over the break-up. Once we loved each other so much and even had the idea wanted to get married to get marry. But when there was a distance between us, things went bad at once. After he went back to his country, he told me he couldn't stand with that it and wanted to break up with me to reduce the hurt ease the pain - better finger off than aye wagging. That was a rational decision for me too. Now I can invest in myself, I go to gym to workoffwork out, and I am learning how to drive which is the most important.I learn drive and which is the most important thing- I work hard on my program instead do everything just for him. Instead of doing everythign just for him, I am working hard on my own life. I still have the feeling on feelings for him, but I'd better take this as a wonderful life experience that makes  helps me grown growup. HopeHopefully one day I can meet someone like him but will love me forever wherever he is. Will my dream come true? I believe so.

Try not to use too many hyphens (-). Rather make a new sentence.
Your English level is good! I am sorry to hear about your break up, but I am glad that you are focusing time on yourself now.