holiday will come to an end I have been free for around 5 months since I quitted my job in March 30. I applied for learning to drive. I will take test 2 tomorrow. If I pass it, I will get my driving license soon. After that, I will start to find a new job. I hope I will pass it so that I can leave home for new career. However, I still have vague direction. I have many choices but I am not sure which one is the most suitable for me. Though I don't want to work with computer again, it seems to be difficult for me to get one job which doesn't require computer. The sun is shining. It is so hot. My skin turns darker and darker when I learn to drive. Days won't stop running forward. Who will I be? My parents are getting old. What do I need to do and make them feel happy everyday. I really want to fly higher and higher. But I may fall down badly even if I haven't begin to fly. Anyway, it is a matter of trying.