As long as you keep learning and practicing English gradually, you would overcome it soon. There is a positive thing when you face other people speaking English better than you: It would be boring if the challenge is easy as pie. It would be interesting if you found a new word, a new slang or even implied meaning from the sentence. So be a child when learning a language. It is alright if you cannot understand all of what the natives said. It is alright to make mistakes. I recommend you this website : http://www.thepolyglotdream.com/ Maybe you could learn some tips of learning languages and get more motivated. :)

When I see english speaker I've got insuperable hunger for speak with him. But at the same moment I have an uneasiness. So development of events depends on who wins. So might be you are not alone with beetles in your head)))

me too :) when i speak with someone who speak better than me i forget every thing i'm envious of that person :)

I think most people who learning languages have this situation,The approach to improve is study harder and harder, and maybe we shouldn't fear to make mistakes, because we can find out the problem of it, and then more and more, finally we wouldn't make the same mistakes, so fighting for it.