Meant to be together or meant to be apart. It's been over two months since we got apart and when I think that I've already got over him, I find myself crying because there's still a part whithin me that still loves him, which leaves me wondering why I can't get him out of my mind. And the worst part is that since a couple of weeks ago I have an overwhelming feeling of loneliness and the feeling that I need someone to fill a part of my life that my ex-boyfriend used to. But really, why do I need someone else to feel happy or fulfilled? I can't really be happy without a guy? This thought actually is kind of sad, because it means that I'm not able to feel good by myself. Maybe what I really need is a time for myself and to learn how to live without a man besides me. After all, you're the only one who's going to stay besides you your whole life, so why don't we try to learn to live with ourselves instead of looking for a new guy to replace the old one? Perhaps, that will save us from engaging into a relationship with the first guy we find in our way.