The direction of my life Dear dairy, I was about to describe what was happening to me during the past months, but when words came out, it changed its direction. I just found it too hard to speak out all my feelings,since they are mixed up.Like you filled in too many pills in a small opening bottle, when you want all them out at the same time, they all come together and block the opening... I have been thinking of the same question for days, what kind of life will you choose to live? To follow the old rules and be a good person in others' eyes, or forget about the old rules and do what you want to do? Since we only have one chance in our life, this choice will also be the unique one, you don't have the second chance either.But my experience teaches me that no matter what choice you make, you will feel regret not having experienced something else.This is life, a kind of thing that filled with remorse and helplessness, but at the same time filled with joy as long as you will realize how much you own.We are not happy because we are too difficult to satisfy. People say that marriage is like a siege, people in it want to come out, and people in the outside are anxious to go in.I say life is a double-edged sword, you have to sacrifice something to get something else that you want more.But there is also a situation that the choice is not yours, you can do nothing to change.Then how can we say to comfort ourselves? By saying the better is waiting for you?But actually nothing in our mind can compare to our lose at that time, only until the better one is really yours will you believe in that...