My first enlish poem I am used to wandering in the rain I want to drown myself in the musical world I want to keep my tears in every musical note I want to throw my pain to the chilly wind On a bad day that I can not even breathe Lock myself in the room with radio turn up loud I wish someone breaks into and drag me out Nobody but myself still curl up with a bear When i get lost i still want to I want to find the spark that can light me up I want to find the man that can make me smile I want to find something that can inspire me I know I can't pick up those good old days but I will look for a brand new start just forget every little things that make you sad just recollect every happy melody just listen to the rhythm of the falling rain