Drugs Each minute my life is moving.world,people even the steel trust.I am the only one standing steel.some people choose right way and others wrong way .It's tough people looking at you as loser.your family and friends seeing you unemployed.get up son and try .I really did alot but I always fail.I have no skills .I went crazy but useless.always rejected in interviews I looked back to my life 30 years I shocked.I looked in the moirror found white hair !and my fatherstill spending on me. my family treat me as a proplem I lost faith in myself.noway acheive anything.I wish I can runawy from myself,family and the whole world.I wish run away to new world even for a second. And one day my friend said he will help me .he invited me to have drugs with his group .I am totally there. he said don't worry you won't be addicated from first time .I am convinced .I feel so good A lot of talking inside me ..silence out side. all my problems are gone my vision is blurry . hours was running swift ..every one's leaving .I went home at dawn everyone's sleeping .I was cold ..put blanket on me .I slept so fast . my age moving fast year after year and i still the same .the life's same I am the same .I am bored of my life .I wake up back to my problems .The day is moving so slow . I wish the day move fast to have drugs again. and I forget my problem and whole world who forget me. They let me have drugs for free.Now I am in .one day my friend I got to pay for my drugs.he can't offered for both of us .if you won't pay you won't have drugs,ok? ok.next day in drug time my body is in great pain.I want drugs but where can I get money? I started take money from every one .now every one is aavoiding me.I start stealing from them and every one suspect me.I sold every gift i had .my money is out and i have new idea.my mother's gold my sister's mobile and my brother;s laptop.I stole them and runnig out from home.my father stoppd me he tried prevent me i push him .he's shocked how come i do that to him.he took everything from me and locked door I get crazy I want money or i'll do crime all my family watching what happening still not sure if thats real or joke.I took my sister's daughter to the window .give me money or I'll threw her out.every one's confused.my mother cried so hard I wake up for moment she threw money on my face and told me not to back again .you have no mother from now on ..you are devil.I took money and run know I am not coming back . wait part 2