You are right, I am thinking about new ways of development. And I have made a decision. I want to go abroad. My situation is complicated. But my family supports my decision. And, Hose, perhaps they are the ones that care about me. But they also want my happiness. Thanks for your thoughts!

I agree with Jose Cardenas. This moods come to us before next level of our life.This is like a wind of change.You understand that nowadays life has finished to satisfy you, and you start to think about new ways of development.

i think that you may need to think about consequences before take any big decision dear friend , i am sure that you have someone in your life who cares you =)

I can't seem to let go the thought of leaving my country, leaving this city... It's like I don't have any more friends here, I don't like doing anything anymore. I don't know what's wrong with me.

Perhaps you need time to do something different, do you have something in mind? =)