I hate myself I don't know why is that? I was very unhappy. Maybe I just come here , no friend, everything is so strange , I don't know to want to take what way to adapt to here. Every time always matter of the today will drag tomorrow In my heart , I always tell myself ,"I should study english , study cantonese,reading book everyday, and so on , But Every time I can't do it well. I hate myself,I need to change, I need to adjust my life , arrange my time . Make every day the full, not to complain. 加油！