Self-esteem I'm not tired. I'm not sleepy. Neither am I energetic. I went to bed at 2 a.m., give or take. And laid there staring at the dark ceiling forcing myself to go to sleep. Until finally, I gave in and turned on the phone. The time was around 1.48 a.m. I decided to send an SMS to the first person that popped into my head; Fatin. So I sent her a message and I was right, she was still awake. So she stayed up messaging with me until I decided that I had to sleep at some point. So I turned my phone off and tried to go to sleep. It was 2.30a.m. at the time. And seriously, what do you do if you have a low self-esteem problem. I honestly think I have that. No joke. I don't care how I dress and all that and neither do I care what people think when they look at me. But I guess there are some things that just gets to me. Like how people judge me just because how I look. Especially when I'm next to my mates. All eyes will be on them. I'm not bitter about that part I guess. I love it when people take interest in my pals. They should be loved. For both, who they are and how they look. Why can't people stop judging looks and focus on the more important thing. It's like judging the book by the cover. Just because the cover's interesting and it catches your eye, it doesn't always mean it's an interesting book. The content can suck like hell. And only some books that catches your eye are as good as it looks. That's my point. I don't think I'm referring to myself anymore. I'm talking more about how looks is all that matters to people these days. Well, you can say that we 'read' the person. Through their face and all. I'm absolutely serious. And even once we read them,we don't judge them. Because what we read isn't always right.