When I am lying on the bed

Today is a fine beautiful day. Nice Such days always have make me feel like taking a noon nap to sleep at noon. But it's it is strange that I cannot enter dreamland. 1 fall into the sleep today. So I just can lie on my own bed with seeing look at the blue sky as I laid on my bed.

Birds are flying and the clouds are drifting by.  All quiet and movements seemed to ooze in a lazy way.  The clouds are flying with birds, quitely and slowly, without any sound. That reminds All this reminded me of the a conversation with my mother, once upon a time. long time ago.

"MomMummy! I want to be a cloud. in the future“
"Silly boy, it's impossible to be a cloud. If you were a cloud, the world wouldn't be the real world. You know, my darling, something is there are things that we cannot change."
"I'll  will be one! And I'll prove that you're wrong absolutely. 2"

Now when as I think of recall the conversation again, I can't cannot help but to laughing at myself. because of my foolish words. Such a naive kid with such silly thoughts.  People and clouds are different. We cannot have ourselves become clouds, and we cannot force turn clouds to be into people. When we face to the In the scheme of nature, we people are insignificant.very negligible. Moreover, when we face to the fate, we are so negligible, too. We are irrelevant in the face of Fate for no one knows their destiny what will happens next second, including the time of their death 3. If we could know the fate clearly and change it, the world wouldn't be the would again. The world as we know it, will not be the same if we have such knowledge.  Like the rise rising and setting of the sun, something has its everything has their own way to exist.

Anyway, there is something we have no possiblities and cannot change. The We may never be able to determine our outcome or to control things beyond our control, what we can do is to face it bravely, laught at no matter what the outcome is.only thing we can do is facing them with a good mood, whatever the result is.
Good luck to you all.
Happy New Year.

1.  You have a good grasp in the language without having to resort to think in Chinese first.  However, you seem to lack the vocabulary and image to express your thoughts in a more refined and expressive manner.  So, instead of just correcting your syntax and grammar, I am introducing you to a higher form of writing so that you can learn and move onto the next level. 

2.  As a little kid, their speech is not going to be like this.

3.  We all know that we have to die but not when or how.