A Blow My name is RanQiXue, From my name , it is easy to see i am a chinese , i am a junior college student now , it is a pity to have no girlfriend , before 11 ,11 , i found a likable girl and fell in love her immediately , i got a plan to invite her to company her to attend the special activity for Single Day and found proper time to tell her what i thought, so i send text to her to get the permission, unfortunately , she gave a pretext that she was busy for that night , i felt depressed , But i didn' t want to let go of her , so i sent her another text to ask her to come for me , But i faild, In order to leave her a good impression , i stopped sending text to her , i hoped it would be better tomorrow . 11, 12 was my friend's birthday, we went out to celebrate his birthday, but i wasn't happy , on that day , i drunk ,the following is on my bed till 7:30 pm, i picked my phone send her text ,i could get the clues from the replies that she was a pure girl , the following things was common for a man to purse the girl he love, i told her what my feeling was , and exposed my affection to her , at first , it was vague , with the development , she was bewildered , so she asked me for the purpose directly like this " what things on earth do you want to say to me ? if you don't tell me directly , let's talk it later , i was upset for this unpredictable message ,At last , i had no choice but say " i love you " to her even though i knew that was not proper time to say this ,because of the short time we shared together , so i had done that , but that wasn't my original plan ,My heart was just like lots of ants in my heart while i waited the information, No matter how it went , my phone ranged ,it reads " sorry , my school brother , i had got my BF,just in yesterday(11.11)" I lose myself in just one second , i was destroyed . OMG, what thing i had done to make it treated me like this , oho