I don't know

Recently, I do really feel confused about everything
I don't know how to deal with them
I don't know how to overcome these barriers
I don't know whether I still have the power to fight with my weak
I don't know whether what I have done are right or false (either right or wrong or true or false) 

I do really want to have an unrealistic dream
But I can't because the society is so materialestic
I do really want to pursue my dream
But sometimes I do really think I am unable to do so much
I do really want to get rid of the life which i am living now
But it's a period that i must go through as a Chinese high school student

Sorry,I am just weak at this moment

I will transfer all the 'i don't know‘ into ’I can do it‘
I will let myself become stronger
I will never give up for my life
I will understand that all the pain is prepared for the sweety will prepare me for what is sweet

I believe my effort will help me fulfill my goal