Productive at night I don't know why, but I have energy and desire to do something only at night. Usually at night, I noticed that a long time ago, when I was a child (mayde 8 years old). I dreamed to be a writer, and every night I used to read one famous fairy-tale named "Rainbow-Flower". After I used to open my notebook and write short stories. I don't know why, but that story inspired me a lot. When I became older, I could wake up at 2 a.m. and start to prepare to exams... So today is the same thing. All day long I didn't know what to do. You know, it's the rule that you have to be productive in the daytime and rest at night. So you go to work, after you sleep, after you do to work, and after and after... Sometimes I feel I forget to live. It's little time when I can feel like myself. Always I have to choose between... my desires and needs. So I have to turn off my laptop and go to sleep because I have to work for not dying of hunger and something :D So where is my productive time? I don't know why my reflectoin has so depressive ending. I really didn't mean it before writing. I just wanted to think about my productivity, but, obviosly, there are so many connected things, so if you talk about one, you touch others.