The horoscope of my (first) 27 years Health.Let's beginning with the surprising part: my (failed) relationship with gym and healthy food.In August I had this big idea to join a gym, I don’t know why. One of my ex boyfriend was very athletic and once we tried to go out together for a run, when we got home I kept saying “ please, never again”. But this time, I wanted to be a different person, (because everything was out of my control, so I thought that I needed to change something in my life and I chose the “easiest” one); also, I know myself: with a membership card I was forced to go there. At the beginning I went there three times per week, but then I started to get bored. Everyone was so happy and I was the one who yawned during pilates all the time. I tried to be healthy eating vegetables: “ vegetables are not a punishment, they are treats for your body (sure, if you live in the hell)”. But I didn’t lose a single kilo (maybe because I eat chocolate at the desk..). I got sick after years and it was not so bad staying in bed all day. And I got my hair cut. It was strange because I used to have long hair, but sometimes we like staying in our comfortzone and we don’t remember that if you always do something, it doesn’t mean it’s (still) good for you. Career: at the beginning my internship was a disaster. Sometimes I got home crying and sad. I dreamed to be stuck in the elevator (with fresh air and food) because I didn’t want to face up with things that I had never done in my life. But I did it.I keep doing. I am learning. I am sure it’s not my dream job and at the question“ what do you want to do, Sara, in your life?” I keep crying inside and pretending everything is fine, but it's ok. In the last period I started to laugh with the colleague who hated me even though I was breathing in silence. But everytime I seat at the desk, I keep dreaming about UK. I enjoyed a Spanish class but when I went to Madrid my best sentence was “yes, dos dias ago”. Money: that’s the aspect of my life that I am so proud of. I earned my fist money and I spent some of it in books and travels. I went to the beach after years and I took a bath in the sea. I went to USA for visiting a special friend, I went to Madrid and to UK for visiting another special friends. And I went to Edinburgh: the magic. Love: no good news received. So, yes, this year was one of the saddest and the most terrible year of my life, but I am positive because the next one can’t be worse, because, as we said, “ if it hurts, you are learning".