The Beautiful Mind Renowned Princeton mathematician John Nash, the Nobel prize laureat, was killed in a car inccidence together with his wife in New Jersey USA. I know Nash by a movie named "the beautiful mind", the story of Nash's lifetime. The movie touching me and get much more my tears. However, today I know it is only a story, but not the really life of Nash. Nash had been forced to psychiatric hospital twice, but he annouced that he cure himself, not the doctors and their medician. Perhaps in some factor Nash is right. Nash is benefit of the kindly, forgivable, and free Princeton. For a great deal of years , he walked up and down the campus, writed many strange and complicating famulas on blackboard. All of the managers and teachers never interfered with him, but just let him be. After he got the Nobel Prize, many people, familiars or strangers, would come to him, smile and say,"congraduations! professor N ash." Nash was accepted as a normal person again, I do not know it is Nash who changed or the rule to determine a psychosis changed. Anyway, even the movie is false or true, there are many people around John Nash who have a beautiful mind and kind heart, this is more important.

poems Your live will not stand when the ideal down, then how the body endure cold automn and strong wind of eventide by your timid body 　意志倒下的时候，生命也就不再屹立，歪歪斜斜的身影，怎耐得，秋叶萧瑟晚来风急。。。 pull down the head in order to up the thoughts . you will have a strong land if you have a insisting soul 　　垂下头颅，是为了让思想扬起，你若有一个不屈的灵魂，脚下，就会有一片坚实的土地 whether or not, you forget me, if not why we are apart from two area and I can not hearing from you, or you have cherished me, cause left pretty imagy in my dream. 是否？你已把我遗忘，不然为何，杳无音信，天各一方；是否？　你已把我珍藏，不然为何　总在我的梦里，留下绮丽的幻像； if we do meet destiny, then why never meet you again, which is like the head and tail of a river.if not, then why the times leave me only missing you days and nights... 如果，我们有缘，为何，源头水尾，难以相见；如果，我们无缘，为何，岁月留给我的，是日夜思念，寸断肝肠。。。

Fading flowers.... You are at the spring of the whole lifetime, what on earth makes you appear a fall-looking. Perhaps because the deeply love is lost huddenly just as a pretty mirror is destroied. 　你的生命正值春天 　　为什么，显出秋叶的容颜 　　只因为那面美丽的镜子 　　打碎了你的深深眷恋 strenching out your hand, cannot hold the moon in water, similarly, turning back either cannot grasp his heart again . 　　 　　伸出双手 　　捧不起水中的月亮 重新回头， .又如何能，破镜重圆 Yesterday is only a memory, and the past becomes recollections, the things that is fading with time are not only fresh flowers , but also young girls. 　　昨日只能成为回忆 　　往事也已化为纪念 　　凋零的不止是鲜花 　　还有红颜。。。

How to Learn a Language Well How do you learn a new language well? most people says that, it takes only about 6months to chat with others by a new language. But I know a good deal of Chinese students spend 10years or more in English, but can not speak even one entire sentence, also they do not know that others talking about. I am one of them. I think I am one of them. It is the fitst time I realizes that I know anything about English, and can not help crying. All people say just practic, then you can speak ....but Most of them do not know almost all of chinese students spend about 70% of there school-time in English, but get little. I am frustrated, I am tired, very tired. If one get nothing and make no progress after long hard work, he will be tired and sad, so do I.....

AS LONG AS..... As long as the spring is there, I would never disapointed and sad. For the snow will thaw silently one day and the spring thunder must come in time. 只要春天还在 我就不会悲哀 冬雪终会悄悄融化 春雷定将滚滚而来 As long as live exists, I will never lose hopeness. because even if I immerse in the desert, there must a green island somewhere. 只要生命还在 我就不会悲哀 纵使陷身茫茫沙漠 还有希望的绿洲存在 As long as tomorrow will be coming, I can keep my soul bright. The reason is sun must rise up the next morning although darkness covered all things at night time. 只要明天还在 我就不会悲哀 纵使黑夜吞噬了一切 太阳还可以重新回来

It Is Unfair May be I cannot express my thoughts and meaning very well, however, I wish I could do my best to let you understand me. I always think this is a warm world, and there are many people who would like to devote their sympathize and help, but I think I am wrong, a big mistake of my mother-land, the government, and peoples in this country. I want not to do anything, I am just want to write my sadness, frustrated and anger, in order to feel a little better. Many months ago, my only brother died of a traffic. If even one person had called umbulance, or police man,or the cold-blood driver had not run away, maybe everything was differect, but, a big but, it is IF....no help, no call, no docter, nothing...... Then the next is a long boring procession to ask for pension of self account, and accident insurance. Hundred of times, a great of ice-cold face, indiffetence attitude, and nothing got. yes, though the law said they must take care of son of my brother, a little boy and my mother, an old lady, but nothing....though the law tell me , we have more money to consapate,.but I can not get even one penny.... I know it is unfair, there are many more unfair in my country, I know there are more worse tradegy in my country , but I still unhappy. I write letters to many famouse person who declared he is compassion, but none of them reply me....what an indifference country I live in....

Not All As You Said Not all the trees are broken off by storms; Not all the seeds never discover soils to root; Not all the true love flow away into the heart-desert; Not all the dreams are willing to be broken the swings. No, not all the things are as same as you said. 不是一切大树，　　都被暴风折断；　　不是一切种子，　　都找不到生根的土壤；　　不是一切真情，　　都流失在人心的沙漠里；　　不是一切梦想，　　都甘愿被折掉翅膀。　　不，不是一切　　都像你说的那样！ Not all the flame burns itself, but never radiate light; Not all the stars only mean darkness but not forecast the dawn ; Not all the songs pass through ears but not stay in heart. No, not all the things are as same as you said. 不是一切火焰，都只燃烧自己　　而不把别人照亮；不是一切星星，　　都仅指示黑暗　　而不报告曙光；不是一切歌声，　　都掠过耳旁, 而不留在心上。　　不，不是一切，都像你说的那样！ Not all the cries never been responsed; Not all the losses cannot be compansated; Not all the disappointing abyss leads to death; Not all the death pours down upon the weakers . No, not all the things are as same as you said。 　　不是一切呼吁都没有回响； 不是一切损失都无法补偿；　　不是一切深渊都意味着灭亡；不是一切灭亡都覆盖在弱者头上。 不，不是一切，都像你说的那样！

If I Still Love You... Open the window and let the moonlights enter into your room. Why are you flowing down teardrops when you come close toward the window to overlooking. Is the world too small to hold all your griefs or too large to make you know the future way. 打开窗户，月光悄悄踱进房屋，走近窗口眺望的你呵， 为什么流下晶莹的泪珠， 是世界太小盛不下你的忧愁 还是世界太大，你找不到未来的道路 I do not know if I still love you, if I do, why did we saparate; if I do not, then why my memories never went away with times .Though my violent emotions cannot be peaceful each time I recall your smiling face, it is pity all of those are past. 我不知道，是否还在爱你？ 如果爱，为什么会分离？ 　如果不爱，为什么记忆没有随着时光流去？回想你的笑靥，心潮难平，只可惜一切，已成为过去。。。 Usually I find it difficult to express the affections clearly with word. Neither does I not want to nor unwilling to love. I am just afraid even the love itself is harmful. 感情上的事情，常常说不明白不是不想去爱，不是不愿去爱，怕只怕，爱本身，就是一种伤害。。。