^_^ so confuse I often thinking about my life in future. What will I be in 30 years later? Can I reach my dream? Can I make my parents feel proud of me? I don't know. But certainly, I feel depression now. I don't know what is the cause, but I feel ... I can't express all of my feeling now, I haven't any friends now :(, what must I do? Must I change all of my life behavior? I absolutely can't do that :(. #my English is so bad, I am sorry :D