2020/01/20 Today is the third day after returing from the hospital. i've been in there for the whole week for a surgery. Being in the hospital for 7 days as a patient is not a pleasant experience, however, which made me sofe and help me find what the life really looks like, cherish the people around me and the most important thing is to go out off the safe zone. i don't know what happened next to the women who lived in the same ward during that 7 days. is she home now as she wished the day i met her. Everyday she said to me 'i'm going home tomorrow' but disappointement always come in the morning because her leukocyte is still in a low level, even a cold would kill her. i can still remember her jealousy look when the doctor came to me and told me that i could go home. the moment i was living i befriended her by adding her WeChat and told her to send me a message if she can go home. yet i haven't recieved it till today. I hope she is OK, the chinese new year is coming in 5 days. i hope she can welcome the new year at home with her family. it's time to bed. good night