why i am so afraid of talking to foreigners？

☆Johnny's notebook entry: Oct 09, 2010 this is the first time that i using italki,i hope i could make some friends here,and get some help for my language study, so,i'm johnny from China,good to see you everybody!

First notebook entry: Introducing myself so busy now ,i'm freaking out,i just wanna be alone,out of this place,go traveling damn it ! i've no money...