N0433 It in my head. I feel it. I don't know it is a man or a woman. It watch for reality from my eyes. I'm tired. Yesturday I heard a voice. This voice was in video and then in my head. Why meds don't help me?

N0432 Hello, my dears. I have a dream. I want to speak in English. To speak beautiful. I get tired very quickly and I don't have motivation from my mental disorder. I'll have to pass two exams. This is Russian and mathematics. I'm sad, because I don't have time and energy. My dream is only dream. Thank you for you atention.

I would like to talk about mental disorders.

Hello!

My name is Vee. I'm 21 and I'm from Russia. I have a mental disorder. It is schizotypal disorder. I would like to talk with psychiatrists and psychotherapists or patients like me from another countres. I love to talk about mental disorders. May be it to halp me in learn English. I have WhatsApp and Telegram, but I cannot answar to your bell, because I have social ppphobia. I can send voice massadges for you. I speak a little English, but I want to start to talk right now.

I can halp you with Russian.

Thank you for your attention.

Where can I get motivation? Hello! I would like to speak in English, but I don't have motivation, because I have mental disorder. What may be for start? I speak a little English. What can I read or watch? Thank you for your answer.

I can say: "Dreams for every days"? Могу ли я скаать: "Dreams for every days"? "Мечты на каждый день"

The sad rat says. Do you know why the rat is sad? Because she wants to eat and she is very tired, but she will not stop, because she should pass away and to be born again.

Are you happy? Hi! How are you? You must to say "I'm fine", but I say "I'm not fine". I don't know was I'm fine sometime. Everyone must become happy from yourself. Everyone lie. Why? You are beautiful pictures, but really sad people insaide.

Note 1. I know it is hurts. I see it. I see like you try again and again. You continuе this fight and become strong. You do not broken. You are alien. You are not like they, but you are not lonely. I am with you.