Wandering thoughts in late autumn I haven’t written something for years, due to so-called “lack of spare time”, or maybe my laziness honestly. Autumn is the season that makes you think about the past when you see leaves turn yellow and spin around in the wind. This year is tough to me for the difficulty of landing a job. I don’t know what career will I get. More importantly, I don’t know what job is suited to me. Having been always told to do something leads to my incomprehension of my inner world. But fortunately, I reconciled with myself. Maybe it is this uncertainty that push me to seek at heart and to find real me.