Help me please OK well, all day long i spent my days to learned about English. i want to improve my skill especially speaking but every time i make a sentence or begin my conversation i will stiff. I am not confident. Why? cause i feel interlocutor may not understand or there is a grammar mistake. I have memorized some vocabularies to support my conversation but because i don't have a reliable interlocutor, so my vocabularies stars to disappear one by one. I need a suggest or effective ways to solve my problem from those of you who have experienced. Thank you :)

Choosing is a Dilemma Matter I always spend time with things i like. I'm not a workaholic. I only choose half-time job after that get together with friends and tell anything about something funny and crazy. Sometimes i will travel another region to meet my friends and spend a few months with their culture or habit. Traveling is something that i like. meet other people, cultures, habits that is awesome. until one day i back to home i find my cat begin to spoil under my feet. i began to think i had gone too long and i began to imagine staying with a permanent job even thought that is not my comfort zone. I'm a dilemma. on the one i love traveling and on the one hand i can't travel continuously.