2. My parents started a business of iron fittings of furniture when I was little. Their products include iron designed tables, chairs, and coat racks.
3. To do yoga helps musicians relax their muscles and strength it, and also help people to keep them in shape.
2. I couldn't even finish a can of beer.
3. I was shopping with my mom and had a dinner with my mentor today. I guess my mentor was my mom in my previous life and I have both of them now to made me realize what’s the truth love in this world. The love from friendship sometimes based on different kinds of benefits and the love between lovers includes the disire.
I asked him if he could help me to prepare an audition and he told me he won’t help me to do any audition now because I’m not good enough for him so far. Even I go to the audition by myself and win the job, he won’t admit that I’m one of his students.
His opinion is okay for me.
And then he asked me cook dinner for him at my place after our next lesson next Monday and he suggested to go grocery shopping together.
I told him it’s too difficult for me. I’m afraid to screw it up. To cook for you is more difficult than to play for you. He said I’m going to eat your food not you. You don’t worry about it. I said I’m nervous. He said if you don’t want to cook then I can take you to a restaurant and have dinner together. (Yes, he didn’t say to invite me.) After our lesson, he text me an voice message, his way of speaking was extremely soft and weird. He is so different!
Things came to me so sudden and I was too shocked to do any reaction. It took two days for processing and then I started to feel angry and anxious.
It forced me to make a decision right now: to move to Poland for studying or to go home.
It’s my last time to give a try in Europe so I decided to move to Poland.
How will life be in Poland? I don’t know. I’m both looking forward it and tired to change my life again. How can my feelings become so complex? Will I be happy or lonely ?
No matter happy or lonely, it’s life and I have no choice to be brave.
When life gives a challenge like this, I can only accept it gracefully and smile confidently. Wish myself all the best and focus on my study with my original passion.
