fake plastic goats Yesterday I wanted to climb mt. Everest, I read it costs something like 70.000 us$ for one person. I will never see 70k together in my life. But I appreciate people saving money for this task. So I thought mt. Ararat would be the only one I can climb. Plus it's free and if God gets angry and wants to drown everyone with floods I'd know the place to run. I'd bring with me some toy animals and take a selfie with them in the background after that.

italki my hagia sophia I'm your member since 2008, it is not so long compared to the existence of Hagia Sophia but yet you watch me like her. That disgusting pink-violet blend, nothing impressive yet it stands there. And I feel like I'm writing on your walls like one of those Nordic Varangian Guards coming from a distand land of snow and frost, with an unintelligible script so confusing that I can't even decipher it. Maybe I'm writing why I came here: is there anybody here to kill someone? Might be my victims here? Might be my love? Might be my people? Who cares? I have no sense of pain at all. And maybe I have killed them all. Yet you watch me scarring your cold skin, as if I don't exist. Is this your mercy? Will this be your mercy to these people? Heed my words! You will burn to ground and I will make you scream like Theodora again!

Thoughts of a very humble parasite He either thinks he is a cat or a dog, and that happens just because he is flipping some coin. So sometimes he cannot think he is a dog pretending to be a cat or a cat pretending to be a dog. because if he thinks he cannot be himself, if he doesn't think he cannot find the lie that is untrue. and some lies -like me- are deeply true. I am a parasite and I shall know my host through him.

idea 1: what happened Nothing happened here. Happened. Ok, Idea 2. Let's try to write about learning language. I don't know for sure, but it sounds like hap must be the root of happen. Because if nothing happens you are definetely (oh yes I've never learned how to spell it correctly) out of luck, thus unhappy. So let's talk about why it never unhappens then. I mean you people made this verb right? Does that mean I can finally say "oh many good things unhappened today" I don't think so. Good things never unhappen, only bad things unhappen, and actually even they don't unhappen. Get it right, nothing unhappens just as nothing can happen. Hap, luck, whatever, wouldn't exist and I would neither be happy nor unhappy. But I am unhappy for now. Maybe things are unhappening after all. Idea 3. Write your job. I have none. Even if I had one, I wouldn't feel like I'm doing a job, what does job mean anyway? It's a service you provide in exchange for something necessary to live. Or I must say to live for. If I am good at something, well that must be survival. Thanks, I don't need your £#$#£ job. They are the one who want more anyway, a new bridge, a new website, a new house, a new shit, as if there is not enough already. I'd like to make it less, I'd like to find an unjob. I want to say I have an unjob. Ok cut it short Idea 4. School. Why don't we put grown ups into schools really? After all they spent their entire childhood in one of those things and now most of them don't know what the hell they are doing with their freedom. They are confused, give them what they want again: schools. Let them be peaceful again.

Российские заметки Привет! Как дела? Хорошо, спасибо! А у тебя? Вы говорите английски? Я говорю английски. Мне нравится русский. Вам нравится Испанский?

Which poets are your favourites in your language?

what do you think about witches?

Have they ever called themselves as witches? Or were they simply free thinking women escaping from church in middle ages? We know the healers before were all women historically. Later it became under the control of males disguised as science man or doctor who supports religion wholeheartedly. I think witchcraft was only the discovered mystery of nature which came originally from "the mother nature". Some dudes just hated that woman. In a way I see wicca practicable in the context of being closer to nature and its "spirits" by utilizing our inner power which is naturally not compatible with patriarchy.

what is the first sin? when or how did we become evil?