why it is so hard? why in life everything it is so hard? why so hard to make your dreams come true? why we can change something when we really wanna it? i know this web isn't for that type of questions but i really wanna know why everything is so hard. how to make everything (ok maybe not everything) but one or couple things true. how to change something? i know this is stupid but i just thinking about that and i can't think about anything else...bocoz for this i'm in very bad mood lately... i wanna do so many things but i can't do it...for this i'm feel so sad...