Me and video games
As a boy,I love playing video games,its been with me since I was a kid,when things doesn't go well in life,I drown myself in video games,there's a place I can be complete relax and peace,in the game,I becoming the character,I can though a wonderfully journey that the real life can never happened.But as I grow up,my vision was enlarge,and the bad things happened in life makes me realize that there's something more than just video games in life,I'm an adult now,there's a lot of things I want to do,they call dreams,a lot of things I have to do ,they call responsibility.I spend hours on games and ignore my social life everyday try to convince myself I'm still a kid,with the truth that I'm already not.I'm confused and lost.And glad I found something I love in life,and all I want to say is thank you,video games,to be with be for so long,to provide a shelter so I can hide,I'm ready to set out .
please correct my grammar mistake or provide a better Sentence pattern,thinks