Some fancy thoughts Today I chat with my best friend, she is in Shanghai and I am in Serbia. we knew each other since we were freshman, it's almost ten years now. How time flies! I told her that I wanna do many things , such as travel in Eroup, buy an apartment and build my own language classroom in the future, we both love language learning and teaching. She said she wants to continue studying or maybe do some job in America, but we both feel confused for our future. As you may know, age is very sensetive for Asian girls, I like to call myself "girl" instead of "woman", I don't know why, so when we grow up like 29 or 30 years old, we feel unsafety, we want to do more things but another voice will tell you, oh you may not do this, you are nearly 30 years old now, you don't have enough time. Suddenly, there is an idea come up my mind, why not pretend I am just 22 years old, so I can restart my life again. (p.s we are 29 now) I think this is a good idea to convice myself to believe that I am still do what I want to do. Life is always not easy, all I have is relay on myself, so I need to be work hard, be stronger, but also I wish I don't need to be so much panic. There is a sentence I really like, it goes: Never give up the sunlight in your eyes, and never give up your breads in your hands. P.S This is my first time to write here, but I will try to write more about my minds and my life. Thank you for reading it. ^_^