I was tossing and turning all night because of the heavy rain. It was a noisy sound from the rain drop off the shutter of the air-conditioning. So I got dark circles around my eyes this morning. Therefor I bought a cup of iced Americano to the office. Good thing there were no difficult works to do.

Indulgent I searched "indulgent" is an adjective about to decribe the personality. But, how about the tea? I saw the word "sweet & Indulgent" on the package. Is that mean its include many flavours? Thanks for answering my question. :)

Direction & Orientation What is the difference between these two vocabularies ? I found some clients use "orientation " in the email and is it the certain use? Thanks for answering my question.

A Peaceful Raining Day It's a raining day but it's a nice day for me. Although the unsettled weather made everyone annoyed to decide which clothes to wear,but that is the Spring,right? It have been busy for these day ,full of activities about the company and friends.It's really nice to have the enough sleep and wake up in the cozy comforter. Due to the insufficient sleep when I stayed at the staff dormitory,I feel really relaxed when I was at home. A little cold weather and the wet road don't make me want to go out, and just can have the chance to continue in my books. I found the books which I bought , a big part is about psychology. Perhaps I want to find some methods to change my mind , because I am the one who is splitting hairs on some questions especially when I feel upset. But I got the conclusion is that you can't make the problems disappear, you need to face them. On the other hand , you have to stay peace with them just like you wouldn't like all the people you met,but you still can keep polite and respect to others if they don't bother you.Um...maybe it's not the good example because sometimes they really bother to you.Or be Inclusive is more suitable?By the way, when I was reading about these books , besides the interesting experiments its also have many representative persons of the field. It's a tough work to remember a big part of their names,especially of the foreigner's long name.I often need to back to the pages to find who created the method and the statements was original from whom....It was a busy and funny process. I totally fell in the music of accordion after I watched some movies. It's really harmonious to me and it makes people want to dance on the street,I thought.The most important part is that it is suitable for me when I have something to read.

Accompany I am still busy in my work and also feel tired , but everything is getting better . I finally get the balance on my work,so It's the important good news to me. "Work hard ,play hard" like my situation recently. It's really interesting and fulfilling on weekends. But maybe I let my family feel lonely sometimes. I really feel free and happy with my friends , but I forget the deal which I have ever said.It made much blames on me,when I enjoyed the time with my friend. I can imagaine that someone just waiting for you to come back and having the dinner together.It's really weired that when you chase something but also would let someone hurt. What if you just keep going on? I think you would be the loneliest one when you arrived the end. I feel free to be myself but It becomes to the selfish person somehow. I didn't want to hurt anyone who is important in my life .After getting the fight I know that we are still love each other so much.It reminds me of something that I need to change. I have been trying that don't put too much attention to something. I have to put more attention to somthing I loved or interested. And don't make any preparatory condictions before you get know something first. Maybe it will bring some surprising or incredible things into your life. Sometimes I just want to say ,If I run too fast or too far away , I wouldn't forget you. I still come back for you. You always be my warm blanket in my heart as I am always want to be your cozy scarf. To my dearest mom. I am a really sentimental person. (sigh)

Bonding Finally, the last day of working is coming.Then our Chinese New Year holiday is getting start. This year I can wear something colorful like reddish clothes and both of pasting the couplets on the wall. The new year comes in two shakes of a lamb's tail. We would be together around the dinner table, although there is not quite as hilarious as before. No warmy big hands would cover my hands. Those innocence days lose in the childhood. I remember that the butterfly firework acrrosed the sky which was lighting the night. Streaking from time to time,then separate the path and the future. I used to stand on the ground before the grandma's house .Thinking about the words that my grandpa had said. The night view was beautiful enough here. Yeah, It was enough in spite of the short-part could be seen. We shared the same view here then you still here in my heart. The sky will full of stars, when we come back ,I believe. I stared at this old house which my dad had renovated once during the last year of his life. Because of complicated reasons somewhat. Family were not like the family . Someone always want to get something never belong to them.No matter how the end is going on, the house probably would be sale out .And somebody would get much money and blah blah... In fact, you can feel the humanity when someone passed away. It is a pity to lose the connection to ancestors. Perhaps I have not quite sense on "heritage ". But all I think is about the pleasure things that the old people maybe want the young people can experience, too.Most of the part is meaningful. The house is not belong to anyone.Only the emotion to the house that I own.

fine marks? What is the meaning when you do something "with fine marks"? Thanks for answering the question. :)

The moment If you own the special and meaningful time,how can you do? I found there is something weird but it was truly happened somewhat. How could you define the realation when it's up to your imagination before ? Back to the reality, I just look at these things with the clam feeling.No matter how the things will go on, I believe I am a rational person. But something always makes you happy is unexpected. When the incredible and beautiful things are surrounding you,how do you let these go? The first day, you always reminds the situation, the temperature, the smell...and too much that you can't help to stop it. The second day, still happy,but you start to worry about losing the feeling you had.And the third day,.... A day pass a day it will disappear until you forget. Whether the feeling I can't bear to lose but its will be someday. After watching the video of the speech ,I changed my mind. We live in the generation that what you want is easy to get. We lose the pation to wait ,to feel the influence will be although we think the time we spent too much. So what can I do is just cherish the moment.And how to enjoy the moment?I think is to do something special but not harmful and you wouldn't regret it. I really miss the warmy time.

A new connection As these weekends full of activities, I feel full of life.And my friends were moving to the place I lived for work.So we have more chances can meet up and hang out together. I used to be alone sometimes or with my family more. But It's better than alone while I am with my good friends. It's seems like we are back to the time during the University. We all like the free trip with uncertainty plane and always have adventurous spirit to face any excited and unexpected situation. My heat fulled of anxiety for a time,but I am learning be more patience to myself and the environment, too. I know I will change the way but slowly and the door opened when you become inclusive and equal to everything. A kind of wormy time with my friends and family 's love.Then I can bring some courage acrossing the new year. *Merry Christmas (This is a paper Christmas tree ,we usually played in childhood.Pull the magic potion in then It will become this beautiful way.)